Tuesday, February 5, 2013

PANSIES



by David D. Gilbaugh

When I was six
and my brother was seven,
he made me cry today.

"You pansy," he said.
"You're the pansy," I replied,
with my fist full of leaves
down the back of his shirt.
"You die you pansy," he yelled,

But he was wrong,
with dirt down the back
of my underpants,
chasing me as I looked back,
peering through the screen door
of our minds.
. . . .

I closed my eyes today
and I saw a pansy with white petals
spinning like a windmill
turning summer 's time.

It was complete
and filled with nectar
full and flowing,
descending to its petal's tips;
dripping, falling;
one upon my face.

I touched the wet verb
born new there;
streaming down my cheek,
wetting cracking leather;
now soft, supple,
and alive;

long-suffering,
turning on the words
of pansies be.

THE RAVEN'S SILHOUETTE


THE RAVEN'S SILHOUETTE

by David D. Gilbaugh
February 12, 2007


Observe the raven's silhouette,

bent wings sweeping salt across pale hues,

ascending winter’s icy mind on telling winds,

and whistling secret jewels

through fluted wings in pirouette.



See it watching us

from heights with time-blessed eyes,

black beads piercing heaven’s floor.

Hear its mourning call,

preaching heaven’s visions of the rues

to the truth about the ghouls.

. . . . . . . . . .

I am the raven of the secrets keep.

I am the morning’s jagged caw.

I am the teller of what weeps,

and I hold it’s likeness

in the shadow of my wing.



I watch burn-healing yucca pedals fall;

yellow flags on blackened hills of chaparral

and the white-oak's acorn crack from heat

to share the ground and spread its seed

to shed this light on spattered blood far east.



I see with ironwood eyes with stars,

and wait to speak of what I keep -

wanting that you would ask:

"What is that hidden in your shadow's art;

what is the truth beneath your wings?"



From high I’ve heard these feathered flutes

whistling from the melodies of Lhasa,

and I have grazed my wings

across red-silken news of swords

that clash from backs of barreled steeds

on hills of oily sand.



Out from the sun of other worlds,

I have watched words fall

like blue-tailed meteors,

downed white crested gender flashes,

driven by a thirst for gore:

an angry blast of winter’s frozen eye.



From the beginning,

the raven is always the last to speak,

inward screaming while I wait,

holding black-wings close in bitter winds,

until I drop flightless from the sky,



unable to breathe

so that I might grieve this black away,

exhaling it until I tell it all,

and this is the secret whispered in my wings:



"The ghouls have beautiful children too!"